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EIGHT TABS IN ONE MONTH?! Holy crap. At this rate, I don't think I need to worry about what I want to learn. This is a big accomplishment for me because I managed to create 28 tabs in one year, whilst at the same time, playing video games and working on other projects. I recently decided, being unemployed and bored of playing video games all the time, that I should act as if I’m working. So I applied the rules that from 9-3. I will work on my projects whilst watching a movie, TV show or listening to silence. If I have to state why I can’t work. I gotta ask you, where is the cure or the natural remedy for my issues? So here they are: Autism, Learning Difficulties, Anxiety, Panic Attacks, Anger Issues, Depression, Suicidal Thoughts. And recently, I discovered there is an old man wandering in my room who says a random word every now and then, I can hear him, but I cannot see. So whether I have gone nuts or not is a mystery. Before this I saw disturbing images, which I have come to accept. It’s just a girl with no eyes and a body hanging. So yeah… any cures or natural remedy’s for my issues or no? Because I’m immune to medication. With meds corresponding to temporary issues, Anti-biotics. Do nothing. Hayfever tablets. Do nothing. And I’m guessing that if I one day get diagnosed with cancer, there will also be nothing that can help me. At this point, I see death is a pathway into good place. I’m not saying that death is a good thing, but if you fear it, it only becomes an excuse. I created this weird sentence. ‘What is fear? Fear is an excuse.’ Since following that, I have been able to conquer a lot of fears, even glancing to the right of my eye only to see a white ghostly figure wouldn’t scare me. That, and a cure I discovered for most mental issues, is focus. With focus, you can avoid anything and everything. That’s what video games have helped me with. Forgetting what I don’t like to remember.